{"id":8735,"date":"2015-11-05T05:01:40","date_gmt":"2015-11-05T05:01:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/abeandlily.darais.com\/?p=8735"},"modified":"2015-11-05T05:01:40","modified_gmt":"2015-11-05T05:01:40","slug":"the-anger-train","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/abeandlily.com\/index.php\/2015\/11\/05\/the-anger-train\/","title":{"rendered":"The anger train"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been on a post-natal rage rampage all week. Sometimes I pray myself to peace and love and forgiveness, and other times I feel emotionally under water. If I can jump on another thought train&#8211;for example, if I think about Jesus, count my blessings, or meditate on my beautiful family&#8211;then I can resurface for a while. But if I jump on the wrong thought train and think about the issue bothering me, I get so angry that I can barely function. That&#8217;s unfortunate because there are three little people that kind of need me to function. Abe also appreciates functionality, but, thankfully, he&#8217;s functional enough for two right now.<\/p>\n<p>Hopefully my problem will resolve soon.<\/p>\n<p>Happily, I haven&#8217;t posted Arielle&#8217;s pictures of Ammon yet, so here they are!<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1499.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-8736\" alt=\"edit_DSC1499\" src=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1499-1024x680.jpg\" width=\"640\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1509.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-8738\" alt=\"edit_DSC1509\" src=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1509-1024x680.jpg\" width=\"640\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1510.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-8739\" alt=\"edit_DSC1510\" src=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1510-1024x680.jpg\" width=\"640\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1511.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-8740\" alt=\"edit_DSC1511\" src=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1511-1024x680.jpg\" width=\"640\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1515.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-8741\" alt=\"edit_DSC1515\" src=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1515-1024x680.jpg\" width=\"640\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1517.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-8742\" alt=\"edit_DSC1517\" src=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1517-680x1024.jpg\" width=\"640\" height=\"963\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1519.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-8743\" alt=\"edit_DSC1519\" src=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1519-1024x680.jpg\" width=\"640\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1521.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-8744\" alt=\"edit_DSC1521\" src=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1521-1024x680.jpg\" width=\"640\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1532.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-8747\" alt=\"edit_DSC1532\" src=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1532-1024x680.jpg\" width=\"640\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1538.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-8748\" alt=\"edit_DSC1538\" src=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1538-680x1024.jpg\" width=\"640\" height=\"963\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1539.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-8749\" alt=\"edit_DSC1539\" src=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1539-680x1024.jpg\" width=\"640\" height=\"963\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1542.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-8750\" alt=\"edit_DSC1542\" src=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1542-1024x680.jpg\" width=\"640\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1545.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-8751\" alt=\"edit_DSC1545\" src=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1545-680x1024.jpg\" width=\"640\" height=\"963\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1546.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-8752\" alt=\"edit_DSC1546\" src=\"http:\/\/abeandlily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/edit_DSC1546-1024x680.jpg\" width=\"640\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a>We have no pictures of Mary with Ammon because she wasn&#8217;t interested. Today she showed concern for him when he was crying, but part of me suspected she was interested because she got to hold his binky before giving it to him&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been on a post-natal rage rampage all week. Sometimes I pray myself to peace and love and forgiveness, and other times I feel emotionally under water. If I can jump on another thought train&#8211;for example, if I think about Jesus, count my blessings, or meditate on my beautiful family&#8211;then I can resurface for a &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/abeandlily.com\/index.php\/2015\/11\/05\/the-anger-train\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">The anger train<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8735","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/abeandlily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8735","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/abeandlily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/abeandlily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/abeandlily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/abeandlily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8735"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/abeandlily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8735\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/abeandlily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8735"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/abeandlily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8735"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/abeandlily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8735"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}