processing

On Monday Shauna and Vanessa headed back to Colorado. They are the sweetest, kindest, most creative people. Shauna is basically oozing creativity from her pores. She sings, she paints, she lathes, she crochets, she bullet journals, and she even made me an acrylic vase. She is amazing. No wonder Lydia adores her.

Abe and I went to bikram together in the morning. Basically I spent the rest of the day in a daze trying to process what it means to take a break from church. It’s almost too much for my brain to handle.

In the evening I sat on the porch in a daze while Ammon and Clarissa went crazy with the water spigot. Kathryn, one of the RS presidency, came to talk with me about my decision to take a break from church. I keep wondering if I am making some sort of huge mistake. It’s so confusing.