Hard day

I didn’t take pictures today. Honestly, I think I’m losing my mind a little. I realize it sounds like it’s already far gone since I called AbeĀ 29 times yesterday. It really was an emergency–I didn’t know how I was going to make it to school if he didn’t pick up, and I had no other way of contacting him. Anyway, as if that weren’t enough, I am having terrible nightmares about lice and eczema (just recently discovered I have this all over and every day it gets worse), and I feel like I’m barely scraping it together enough to even put on the appearance of sanity. The nightmares keep playing out in my head vividly all day long–in the background, while I try to hold normal conversations and interact with people.

I don’t handle illness, pests, or parasites well. It’s been a hard week. Mom, feel free to say a prayer for me. I would call you, but it’s so late there. Lots of love to you and Grandma.