Today Lydia and I had a really, really hard harp practice. I feel so guilty. I have this incredible life, and I should really have an emotional reservoir to be more patient and kind with her. I have all sorts of resolves for the future, but in the meantime…poor Lyida. At one point, she said through tears, “You’re making me deaf!”
On the other hand, Mary was absolutely perfect during piano. I was amazed at how her technique is progressing. And she was an angel all night. It seems that when one of the two older girls is misbehaving, the other one takes that as a cue to be incredible. So Mary was sweet, compliant, and darling all night.
I went to Odaka Yoga and reiki tonight after the horrible practice, and that was incredible. It helped me in changing my energy around.
Abe is in Chicago on business. We’re on the phone and since I don’t have any pictures from today, I am ending this blog now.